FIXING KRYSTAL...

starting tomorrow i am starting to fix myself!!

no sweets! (including cookies!)
no sodas!
no fast food!
no pizza!
not alot of bread!

STRICTLY chicken & beef!
Lots of Veggies & Fresh Fruit!

I'm going to the gym every other day for a little
then gradually start to go everyday!

i also ordered proactiv today...very excited for it to come!
all i can think of is what my face used to look like when i was using it like a year ago :)

things are all UP from here!

as soon as i get fit
then ill reward myself by buying an awesome new bikini for summer & a few sundresses :)


ill keep my status posted on this thing!

HA!

JUST WALKED INTO THE RESTROOM AT WORK TO PEE AND LOOKED IN THE MIRROR AND DISCOVERED THAT MY SHIRT HAS BEEN INSIDE OUT ALL MORNING...EVEN WHEN I WALKED OVER TO RALPHS TO GET SOME DONUTS HA! TOP THAT ONE!

ALSO MY SOCKS DONT MATCH...NOR DO THEY EVER!

:)

STEPH WILL APPRECIATE THIS BLOG!

Want or Need? WANT! WANT! WANT!

here are my weekend plans:

Friday Morning - work until noon ( sean's going away party @ el torito)
Friday afternoon - Relax maybe finish taking the paint off of my quad
Friday Night - Lucky Strike Bowling for Sean's Last hooray

Saturday morning - hopefully sleeping in(i dont remember what that is anymore)
Saturday afternoon - Head down to Huntington to Meet my little Chewy!
Saturday Night - the world may never know! hmmm...

Sunday Morning - 9am Go to Church
Sunday Afterchurch/Night - Head to The Griffith Park Planetarium for Arlyne's Birthday Then BBQ @ Kyle & Jen's



Random thought for ya :

@ some point i want to start putting away money for a dirtbike for myself...the quad just isnt cutting it these days.
i think i will start doing that today :)

Oh how i cannot wait to meet my sister's new puppy on sat! Oh sweet little chewy :)

Just another day in paradise

So i am sitting at work burnt all over my body as if i visited hell over the weekend...my clothes hurt and are scrathing my sunburn in such a way that im angry that i dont live in a nudist colony!
This is probably thee slowest monday of my life & i'm going insane staring at the clock hanging on the wall right next to me. i almost want to take it down and throw it so i cannot see the time. However, there is still a clock on my computer screen. Oh dang!

One of the worst feelings is being so tired that your eyes feel as heavy as a sumo wrestler and you are in an environment where you cannot fall asleep. Trying to stay awake when you are physically exhausted is one of the hardest thing for me to do.

I wore jean shorts and high heal sandals to work today because quite frankly im dgaf. Kevin said i have long legs, it was cool cause i like long legs. If you know me, you would be able to tell that i am rambling completely and have no control over my fingers and what they type. Once again i just like the feeling and sound of my fake nails hitting the keys on the keyboard.

Not sure what im going to eat for lunch today, actually i never know what im going to eat...any day. the perks of having no money and living paycheck to paycheck.Life is a mystery. Luckily, i get paid tomorrow.

I want to move. Yes, to the desert area... somewhere such as riverside, applevalley etc etc where we can go riding in our backyard. My only problem is i hate extreme temperatures. As everyone should already know, the desert is nothing but extreme temperatures. who knows how long i would last out there. i just know that i despise living here in the south bay. Its nothing but insanely weird girls here who dont knowing the meaning of being a friend and not talking sh*t on people every 2 second.

I just want a place of our own, not in the south bay. Somewhere where we can have a dog too.


Theme of the day: i cant wait until we move.

Paper or Plastic?

So for the last 10 mins i have been trying to get into my blogger because i forgot my lovely password once again!! I swear i have to many passwords and email addresses i cant keep track of them.

i really miss disneyland and i really miss that my biggest worry of the day/week was what time are we going to disneyland? it sucks growing up and having so many responsiblities, i guess i am the one that chose this lifestyle though. You would think that because i am so stressed out that i would lose weight and shrivel up into nothingness but NOPE i have gained weight eww. I complain because of it and yet i show NO interest whatsoever to go to the gym. My mentality of thinking for this situation definitely does not make any sense. Plus Summer is creeping up on me, i am scared.

P.s i Have a headache again...think its time for an eye appointment. Ew.



Currently Listening to Good Charlotte "Hold On"
This song got me through fresh/soph yr of high school...

This world This world is cold
But you don't You don't have to go
You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely,
and no one seems to care
Your mother's gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bear
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Your daysYou say they're way too long
And your nightsYou can't sleep at all
Hold onAnd you're not sure what you're waiting for,
but you don't want to know more
And you're not sure what you're looking for,
but you don't want to know more
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on
What are you looking for?What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...What are you waiting for?
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Hold on

Mmm whatcha say??

leaving work finally.
i have a headache & my stomach hurts.
also, i'm stressed out with bills.
NEED weekend now!