Paper or Plastic?

So for the last 10 mins i have been trying to get into my blogger because i forgot my lovely password once again!! I swear i have to many passwords and email addresses i cant keep track of them.

i really miss disneyland and i really miss that my biggest worry of the day/week was what time are we going to disneyland? it sucks growing up and having so many responsiblities, i guess i am the one that chose this lifestyle though. You would think that because i am so stressed out that i would lose weight and shrivel up into nothingness but NOPE i have gained weight eww. I complain because of it and yet i show NO interest whatsoever to go to the gym. My mentality of thinking for this situation definitely does not make any sense. Plus Summer is creeping up on me, i am scared.

P.s i Have a headache again...think its time for an eye appointment. Ew.



Currently Listening to Good Charlotte "Hold On"
This song got me through fresh/soph yr of high school...

This world This world is cold
But you don't You don't have to go
You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely,
and no one seems to care
Your mother's gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bear
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Your daysYou say they're way too long
And your nightsYou can't sleep at all
Hold onAnd you're not sure what you're waiting for,
but you don't want to know more
And you're not sure what you're looking for,
but you don't want to know more
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on
What are you looking for?What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...What are you waiting for?
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Hold on